Raskasta Joulua!

WOW! I mean wow! It was awesome! :D The guys were really funny and they sang so amazingly!
I have photos on bilddagboken and Facebook, so you'll just have to look there >:) I put some here, though :) Just because..





//Leithinan

Drama

Today I had drama at Svenska Teatern! ^^ (Again).
It was AMAZING! We watched the rehearsals for the play Bunden. I already thought the play was good before today, but it really is GREAT! If you only read it it might not sound that great, but when you see the rehearsals, wow!
It's mainly about a boy who gets into bad company, and his dad, who tries to help him.
Yeah, I know, that sounded boring, didn't it, but it's actually good!
I'm really sorry, I don't have anything more for today.
//Leithinan

Raskasta Joulua (Heavy Christmas \,,/)

We (me, Aleksi, Cami and Fille) are going to the Raskasta Joulua-concert where Marco Hietala, Ilja Jalkanen, Jp Leppäluoto, Jarkko Ahola, Ari Koivunen sing (the last one I'm not that happy to see..) on the 18th of December ^^ It's going to be the BEST! :) At first they have a "sallittu", permissible concert, and then it's the "K-18"-concert. We, of course go to the first concert, since we're all under 18 >.< But it's probably for the best ;)
And right now I'm listening to the cd's ^^ Raskasta and Raskaampaa Joulua ^^ THEY ROCK! :D

En Etsi Valtaa, Loistoa - J. Ahola (Giv Mig Ej Glans, Ej Guld, Ej Prakt)
//Leithinan

Suomi<3Finland

Hurra hurra hurra, för idag är det Finlands självständighetsda'! :D
92 i år! Jag är stolt över vårt land, det finns inget bättre!
Idag är det dessutom bal på slottet, och vi får kika efter den nya biskopen (och vår farbror) Björn OCH Faffa vår, John :) Och så ska man ju se på alla fina klänningar som finns :3 (och tyvärr alla mindre fina). Undrar om Ville Valo är i år igen :o Han har varit några år.. Tycker i alla fall att han var förra året. Jaja.

Det där min Finlandsflagga som vi köpte då jag var i England för första gången 2005, för att titta på kvinnornas EM i fotboll :) Då vi köpte den var den längre än mig.. Undrar om den fortfarande är längre.. :o

//Leithinan

First "gig" by myself! :D

Today it was Arbis julkonsert and I got to sing by myself for the first time! :D Before I've only sang like together with Cami or Malin, somebody else or in a choir..Okay, this was only one song, but it was still amazing to sing alone.. Anyway, I thought my voice shook like crazy, but no one else seemed to have noticed that.. :S Mom, dad and my aunt was there to watch, and it was really nice :)
Before the show (or something) we went christmas+birthday-shopping with Fridas godmother :) I got a really cute tunika from KappAhl! ^^ It's really christmas-y, and I really like it! Should take a picture.. I wore it on the concert, and it felt great! Frida got this really nice dress from Halonen. It was originally 75.50€ (or something like that), but they had some kind of sale so it only cost 22.50€!! Wow!
Ghost Love Score (Live) - Nightwish (End of an Era)
//Leithinan

Christmas-feelis (jag vet, jag vet!)

Pinch and a punch, first of the month! But now it's a special day, because it's the FIRST of DECEMBER!! Christmas is upon us!<3 :D Yay! We've already put up the stars and lights and it's really beautiful!
Today it was DARK, I tell you! At 12:00 it was like a summernight.. Not midsummer, but the rest. It was kind of creepy, but it was probably because it was raining a part of the day. Most of the day. Anyway.
Oh, and one more thing to celebrate! I had my last test today! :D It was modersmål (svenska) and.. uh.. I suck at it, for some reason :S I used to be good at it, but now I suck at it :< It sucks.
But otherwise it's great, nothing more to think about, except for swimmingcooper tomorrow D: and that's hell, I really suck at swimming, too >.< =/ But I might survive *head bob* x)
Oh, and the Vista hates me.
OH, and I should write something in Swedish for a change.. Or I should have a Swedish blogg, too :S
OHOH! And I'm reading Breaking Dawn again. >.< Jacob's part is the best.
//Leithinan

First of Advent

Or something. :)
Today my uncle became a Bishop of Borgå Stift! :D Or actually he was chosen in September, but now he officially became the bishop :) So we were on the ceremony or something to see :) We were on the last row, and that sucks.
Other than that I didn't do anything today. I just sat and watched Friends on dvd. I really regret I didn't ask Aleksi to come over. =(
Right now I'm watching The one with the football =) It's one of my favourite eoisodes from the third year.
Yes, nothing interesting.
//Leithinan

Next week..

Provvecka. Testweek, call it what you want, the worst week in the whole period. I hate it. Everyone probably hates it! But still, it's necessary. And that sucks. Especially this period, when I have Psychology, Geography, Health and Swedish, or Mothertongue. Okay, the last one isn't that hard, but the three others. I have them right after each other, Tuesday Psychology, Wednesday Geography, Thursday Health. AND I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING about them. Gah. I should be reading right now, but I thought I should do something funny at first. Uh, YAY complaining! ^^ -.-
Sorry.

Oh, and I got REALLY confused today, when I read Hufvudstadsbladet (HBL). They had a review of New Moon (you know >.<), and they said it was good and blahblah. AND. They gave it TWO STARS. OUT OF FIVE. What??? They praise it and give it two stars. Uh.. Even movies they say aren't that great they give at least three.. Weird :S Pretty funny.. But still weird.

//Leithinan

Picasso

Today I was on the Picasso-show in Ateneum :) It was pretty cool, since I hadn't known ANYTHING about him. He had a darn long name, that's fot sure, though :P
At first I thought it would be boring, since paintings aren't that fun to watch, I think. It depends, of course, but today I was tired..
Anyway, I liked it :) it was weird, but imaginative. I didn't like the surrealism that much, because I thought he could do much more beautiful paintings than those surrealistic, according to the other paintings.
We didn't know when we could leave, so we went through the show pretty fastly, and then went home. And here I am now.
//Leithinan

Monday

Today I only had 2 hours of school! Freedom!!! :D I had geography (which isn't one of my favourites, but I think I'll survive it..) and geography only. It was a pretty boring 1½ hour, but it wasn't HORRIBLE.. It was allright. Aaaand... tomorrow I'll have only two hours AGAIN! :D I should have gymnastics, but the teacher is ill, or something, and so I will only have one (okay okay! two) hour from 10-12! :D It's awesome! But then the rest of the week will be hell -.-' And that sucks.. But I'm trying not to think of it right now..
I want ice-cream :<
//Leithinan

One thing and another.

¡Hola guapas!
I have nowadays THREE blogs! This one and two more for school, Mediatystnad and Dramabunden, where I'm going to write modersmål-things and drama-things :) I think it's great, so people get to write things.. :) We have to write two things and comment on three things. I wrote one thing today to Mediatystnad and commented on another. I think they all will think I'm a freak, but that doesn't matter.. I still like the blogs ^^

Oh, and the EMP-calatog came two days ago, and it's really sad to look into it, because it has SO DARN MANY things I want.. Why can't cool corsettes and things go on me? :<>

at 18:30 I'll have soccertraining, so see you then someday, I have to get ready.

Oh, and I had to change my name, because otherwise the others won't know who I am.. :o

//Leithinan

Today..

I've been as close to ill as you can, without being ill.. Or at least it felt like that.. So I went to school anyway, and survived without anything bad happening.
After school I went to Itäkeskus (Östra Centrum/Itis) to see if Anttila had Arn: Riket Vid Vägens Slut. I searched for well a long time, and before I FINALLY found it I had found 2 (or actually 3, no wait 4!) movies I liked. I found Robin Hood: Men in Tights and Citizen Kane. Citizen Kane because everyone says it's a classic, and I haven't seen it, and Men in Tights, because I've looked for it about 2 years without finding it. (The two others were Orpokoti [That Spanish movie, I can't remember what it's name is not in Spanish nor in English] and some Scary Movie-y type movie, by the same who made Scary Movie) So at first I didn't find Arn at all, but after a long search I found it (btw, Tuntematon Sotilas var på "Uutuuksia" XD Den filmen är about 30 år gammal), right beside the first Arn movie :)
So everything fine. Except that I'm hungry, but can't eat, for some reason. I just want porridge, but I made that already, and it turned out pretty nasty-looking.. Just have to wait for mom to come home.. And who knows how long that'll take >__<

Strangelove - Northern Kings
//Leithinan

To hell with this world

NO, do not read this!
Why are you then still reading?
Förlåt, jag drar det här på svenska. Sluta läsa.

Tydligen har jag ingen som förstår mig helt, eller ens lite. Min familj tycker helt klart att jag är en idiot för att jag har en tävling om allting. Är det så svårt att acceptera att jag är sån? Jag kan inte göra nåt åt det. Världen formar mig, precis som vatten och vind formar berg. Vad kan jag göra? Jag kan inte ändra mig på två sekunder. Inte på några dagar eller till och med veckor. Tyck då att jag är en idiot för den jag är.. Men kom inte och påstå nåt annat då. Men förstår verkligen ingen att jag inte alltid vill vara sämst på allt? Inte ens inom min familj är jag bäst på nåt. JAG VET JAG VET. Det är ingen tävling, man ska inte mäta sig med äldre, eller med någon alls, bara med sig själv blablabla. Jag vet inte varför jag tycker såhär, men jag tycker nu bara det. Tycker verkligen INGEN att det är jobbigt att vara sämst på allting man gör, fast man gör sitt bästa. Förstår ni inte?
Nej. Ingen förstår. Pappa försökte. Han blev arg och störd på mig. Förstår inte en av personerna som har varit med mig i hela mitt liv förstår ingen annan. Varför?
Temple of the evil, temple of the weak, no one knows how bad she feels.
No, I'm not a stranger among the people in here, yet I have never felt so alone.
Never opened myself this way.
Don't try to understand, since you clearly hate me.

Förlåt om jag har sårat nån, men ni skulle inte läsa det här.

//Leithinan

This week

This week's program look like this:
today: Dance
tomorrow: Psychology-questioning.
friday: To HÖSTDAGARNA in Tampere, Finland!!! <3 It's a christian meeting with people from all over the Swedishspeaking part of Finland. You might think this sounds boring, but it really isn't! Everyone's really nice and has a wonderful time there. And this year I'm going to a metal-workshop, which, I'm sure, is going to be really a lot of fun! Hopefully.. I always ruin something in the end.

//Leithinan

Rain

I stood about an hour and a half in the rain. I didn't want to go to my soccertraining, and I didn't want to go in, I was angry at my dad.
You think I'm weird or an idiot because I did this, too bad, 'cause I am. I don't know why I did it, why I didn't just go in or somewhere else. I just didn't.
I asked and answered a lot of questions while standing there, and understood a whole lot of things. I'm sorry, I won't share anything. But I can say that I sung about 6 songs while standing there. Just because I wanted time to move faster. And I got something.. I understood.

"A five year old, winterheart."

//Leithinan

Cat :3 and more singing!!

Now when Anette had a cat-thing going on, I just have to talk about them, too :3
Anyway.. uh.
Yeah, I'd REAAAALLY like a cat.. they're really cute and playful and aw :)
But my dad is allergic to all sorts of fur, so farewell cute kittehs :< I always say I'm going to buy one when I move away from home, but I don't know whether I'll have too little time to take care of it and so on, so forth.. And I don't know if Aleksi wants one :<
Murh. It'll end worse than I thought... >.< The cat-thing I mean :o

BUT! Today I had (again) singing lesson, and it went AWESOME! :D She actually said I sang Sleeping Sun "Wow!!"-ly :D But I just did it once, then I lost it again :( But she said once I've found it once it'll be easier to find it next time! :) So yay ^^ Next time I'll sing (if I find) A Thousand Miles by Vanessa Carlton. :) I know it's "pop", but at least this is one of the songs you can actually listen to! Seriously. And this one actually has drums and guitar and everything, thank God..
So let's see if I'll find the chords to that one..

//Leithinan

Trees are dropping their leaves.

You really notice how it's autumn now, the trees are all yellow (though some still red or orange) now. It's getting cold and everything.
Yesterday we had bandpractise, where we decided on a name and which song we should play, since we AGAIN changed it.. Oh well. It's better this way, I think.
Anyway, we decided to play The Kinslayer by Nightwish (okay, haha, I'm going to sing it O.o'). I really didn't have anything to say about it.. I Like Kinslayer, I mean it's not one of my favourite's, and I mightn't have chosen it, but otherwise, fine. I liked Unchain the Rain by Altaria, too, but it has a male leadsinger, so it probably wouldn't sound so good if I sung that.. *sigh*
But I'm going to look for the.. uh.. notes for it, and probably some others.
//Leithinan

Black Silk + Dance

I just saw the trailer, or something, for Black Silk, and WOW! They danced so wonderfully! It was so beautiful to watch! I wish I could dance like that! But I have, unfortunately, only danced four years, so I'm not quite there yet :P AND I've had the chance to dance to Nightwish' music! :D Dark Chest of Wonders spring 2008! Alongside with the "?"-dance :D Last year we danced (or actually this, but last spring, then) to Jenni Vartiainen and some Hip-Hop, I think we just called it "hoppi" :P
The year before that it was Tomb Raider-music ^^' And before that Jennifer Lopez' "Play". And this year it's "Krazy" by someone (I don't know :P) and "Maniac" by Michael Sembello from Flashdance!! :D
I know, these doesn't sound like so great when you just listen to them, but when Nikke (danceteacher, she's awesome! And crazy! :D) make a dance to them it's wonderful! You just float along with it, and start loving some of them (if you haven't already loved them :P)!

//Leithinan

Home

I'm home from Turku, and that seemed to have taken all my energy. I don't want to do anything, not even the things I LIKE to do.. It has probably something to do with that I woke up about 10 times during the night. Uh, wohoo!
I installed Paint Shop Pro on the Vista, and it seemed to work, so nice. yay.
I want to play TheSims2. :( But we haven't installed it since the Vista came back, and I don't know where my sister keeps the savingfiles we'll add after we install it.. Sadly enough all our "new" families died with the Vista. :<

//Leithinan

Good morning, good morning

to you, and you, AND you (Donkey from Shrek :P).
Freedom! No school today, it's "autumnbreak"! (Höstlov) It's so nice, nothing to worry about, since we don't have any homework, of course, and no reading to tests! It feels better than ever before! :D
This weekend will look like:
Today: To Aleksi.
Friday: To Turku/Åbo, we'll go there with my whole family.
Saturday: Still Turku, but on my way back
Sunday: Nothing.. :S

Anyway, I promised I'll add a photo of the autograph :3





























//Leithinan :)

Anette Olzon's autograph....

I just got it in the mail by Nessi, tack så OTROLIGT MYCKET!
You will get a picture tomorrow, it's too late now.. :)
Thanks to Anette also, who had the energy.. :]

The testweek went well, so far, nothing too bad.
Allright, ten is the best grade, 4 is the worst, so you can pretty much think out how this works.
One 10, one 8+, one 7 and one 10,5 points out of 15 (yes, you can figure this one out, but she said she didn't say how much percent you had to have if you want to pass the test.. :)
So, so far pretty good, let's see how the Finnish and English went.. On Monday, see you then. *cool music playing*

I don't know, don't ask :D

//Leithinan

Mah :o

Now I feel really active on my blog.. At first it felt just weird writing everything here, but now I like it :) Inspiration is great! :D
I am, again, sitting in the computer classroom, since I have a free hour, because I haven't got a subject in position 3. So now I have a nice slow hour in the computer class.
Mah. I actually like these computers better than the laptop at home, these are much faster ;D And our Vista is pretty weird sometimes. Like the internet doesn't always work and so on, so forth.
So always when I have a free hour I go here.. If it's free.. Of course O.o

//Leithinan

confused :S

So lost so lost so lost in dreams
I feel the rhythm fall over me
Endless days in the warriors light
Dead in a fantasy's fire

Light a fire, burn it down
a burning feeling, oh, light of mine
My love, it feels like autumn forever
and ever, and may winter come soon.

So lost so lost so lost in dreams
I feel the rhythm fall over me
Endless days in the warriors light
Dead in a fantasy's fire

A lost life in a galaxys arms
fallen poetry, never at hand
A nightmare, a dream
fate means hate and the other way around.

So lost so lost so lost in dreams
I feel the rhythm fall over me
Endless days in the warriors light
Dead in a fantasy's fire

I-----.....
Forgot how to walk
forgot how to talk
How can life be so cruel? (how can life be so cruel?)

Forgot my name
forgot the same
How can life be so cruel
It's how the world works you fool!!


Sorry, I suddenly got a flash of inspiration. :o it feels awesome..
Haha, I'm going to hate this tomorrow! :D

//Leithinan

Look!

I don't know about the title, I just didn't want to put "Hm." again, it's pretty boring :<
When I read Anette Olzon's blog I somehow felt so mean and boring :/ Nothing exciting in my life at all, and it feels kind of sad..
Okay, I have my band, which isn't my band, but Aleksi's and Fille's, but I'm in it anyway.. And I should think of some music to write, but nothing comes up in my mind but boring or already-invented stuff :( It feels pretty much like hell. Sorry.

But the football/soccer training went well, I got exhausted, since I hven't played in like a week and a half, but I liked it.. It was much better than we have had in about half a year. Okay, we had Sampo, who isn't our coach, but he's sometimes our "extra-coach" when none of our other coaches can come.. He's funny, I can't understand why he's a coach, he should be a stand-up comedian!! :D

//Leithinan ^^'

Training

Today I have, after about 3-4 weeks of nothing but matches (haha, you know what I mean :P).. And last week we didn't even have that. It's really dark outside now, so it's not that fun to train (again...).. AND it's cold. About 1-3C.. :S I know, it gets colder, but this came so suddenly.. At first it was only in the evenings, but now it's all day long. ><
Murh. I'm tired.
//Leithinan.

Hm.

The singinglesson went great, I'm getting better all the time.. Or something. Now I'm going to sing My Immortal by Evanescence and Sleeping Sun by Nightwish :) At first I asked if I could sing Ever Dream by Nightwish, but it was a little bit too hard for me.
She said I'm going forward, and that not many people get as far as I go at this point, when I have had only 3 singing lessons. ^^ Okay now I stop the bragging.. :P

I have Englishtest tomorrow, hopfully I'll write better than THIS.. Haha. Uh. Ha. >.< style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">have :'< But she said I have a really good language and everything, so it's not so bad :)

Gee, how short are my blog posts really? O.o

//Leithinan

!!!!

Good people it is SNOWING in eastern Helsinki right now, today, can you believe it!? :D
Unfortunately it's just sleet (snöslask/räntäsadetta) :<>.<
Snow means christmas and winter and they on the other hand mean, unfortunately, my birthday.
I know, technically I should like my birthday, but when you're turning 17 it's not much to hurray for.. :/ I don't hate my birthday, I just don't like the thought of me growing up. It's nice to get to go to concerts and so on, but I still want to be a child.. I want to play with my toys. :<
Yes, I do sound childish when I put it that way. It's just that I hate taking responsibility.. It's hard.

Ice Queen (Live) - Within Temptation (Black Symphony)

//Leithinan

Hallou!

I'm in school right now, I just had my Finnish-test. It didn't go THAt well, but I SHOULD get through the course anyway..
My drug today, again, is The Heart Asks Pleasure First. It's awesome ^^
I'd REALLY like to see the Black Silk-musical or dance or what it was, I'm not really sure.. But all the people (two XD) who have seen it have said it was amazing, so I'd REALLY like to go to Malmö. One slight problem.. It's frigging 400km from here! (Or more? or less? I don't know :S)
Today I have singing lesson! :D I love it, but it's really hard sometimes. Uh. All the two times I've had it :) I wanted to sing Th Swan Song by Within Temptation, since I already have Eva-Nightwish.. And Sonata Arctica's songs are a little bit too low for me :< Pöh.
Anyway, I don't have any good pictures here, so I just leave it for now.

//Leithinan

Hurray!

Nu skriver vi på svenska till ära av mina första kommentarer XD
Tacktack, ni är så söta ^^ Eller alltså :P

Sorry to all who doesn't understand Swedish and who are(n't) reading my blog :P

Okay. So I was to a meeting with my football/soccer team+the-one-year-younger team talking about the future for our teams.. I don't want anything to change.. I like us the way we are, except that we could get some of the people who used to play back.. Then we would be like a team again, now we have like 14-15 people in the team, and we need 11 of them on the field every game. We almost don't get enough people to every game. ._. Schnuft.

Hm
//Leithinan

The Heart asks pleasure first

I fell in love... with a song. I've many times loved a song, but this is way more. It's so beautiful, and (if the lyrics we're about right) it has wonderful lyrics. So beautiful, perfect for the music. I really wish Nightwish would've released it. It makes us fans (at least me) heartbroken not to hear it.. Except on the concert. When I realized it was The Heart Asks Pleasure First I was shocked at first, but then I just started to love it at once. Yes, I know "Why haven't you posted this earlier, then?". I didn't realize just HOW awesome it was on the concert. But now. It's something you could listen to when you die. It's peaceful. And if we only could hear a proper version of it with Anette Olzon's voice and Tuomas Holopainen's lyrics.
(Yes, I DO know Tuomas hasn't written the music)
They are awesome, so wonderful with beautiful voices in different ways. Anette's voice when she's singing and Tuomas' voice through his lyrics and music. It must be the most wonderful combination. Together with Emppu Vuorinen, Marco Hietala and Jukka Nevalainen they are together unbeatable.

The Heart Asks Pleasure First makes me nostalgic... and sad, somehow.

Thank you. With all my heart, thank you!

//Leithinan

Raining...

It has rained all day, which goes hand in hand with my mood. You know.. To read to a extremely boring test is not as funny as you think. At some points I really want to get away from everything and just leave. Okay that probably sounded really stupid, really cliché and everything, but sometimes I don't want to go through with Gymnasium.. I'd just like to get it over with and do.. something else. I don't want to study for tests anymore. EVER. I hate it. I could go through this much easily if we didn't have any tests.. Um. Okay that's idiotic. But i swear.. If we just had some smaller tests once in a while, I'd probably get pretty good grades. But this method sucks. And I mean it.
//Leithinan

Pinch and a punch..

..first of the month!
I'm sitting here in front of my computer listening to Sonata Arctica's latest album, when I should be reading history.. That's... not good.
I feel really bad for many things right now.. ((But okay, I have some good "news", too..))
I really feel like I was mean to one of my friends today... I didn't mean to, it was just as a joke, but when one of my other friends said i should stop I really felt bad.. I should have apologized. Argh, I'm stupid. Now when I think of it I should be much nicer to everyone. I take them for granted, and that's idiotic. I don't know whether they will get tired of me. Or leave.

The good news are... I got 3/3 points in an history essay we wrote ages ago! :) I thought I might get 2 or less in it, but it went that well!

The Truth is Out There - Sonata Arctica

//Leithinan

Singing lesson

I had a singing lesson again today, and it was awesome again! :D The teacher is so amazing and she knows exactly what she (and I too!) is doing and she explains well! (Okay, some of the things goes right in to one ear and out of the other. :P But she said that's okay, so I'm fine ;)
Tomorrow I have UF (Ung Företagsamhet, Nuori Yrittäjäisyys) again, I had it last week, too, and this time we should think of a name for our "company" :) I'd really like to come up with something nice, that's beautiful and still smashing! Or something... ;o
I have about 20 beautiful names, which I came up with about 5 :P One of my friends came up with most of them, so I don't think I should use them, since they're actually his... :S
Hmm.. I had a really nice name, something like Explore or experience, or something with Ex-... Gah!
Well.This picture is the nicest and cutest EVER! :3 ((NOT MY PICTURE!!))

//Leithinan

No school...

We had no school today ^^ Reason: Movie-evening yesterday+school, so for some reason that fits.. Don't ask me about the school's logic.. But it has been a nice day :)
First reason: My boyfriend slept over at our house, and it was really nice to sit and talk to him while eating breakfast, when nobody else were home.
Second reason: He should get the second recommendation from our old teacher, so we can start our website-business :D
Third reason: We went to Chico's to eat, and the service was awesome! ^-^ Okay, it's always good, but today I think it was extra nice :) (it could have been because we were almost the only customers at 11am :P)
Fourth reason: We went to the movies to watch Slumdog Millionare. (Yes, I know it's pretty old, but for some reason they still play it.) It was really cute, although it was not so much drama.. I thought it was some mixture of romantic, drama and a small hint of action in it.. At least at the end. But I liked it, and that's the point. :)

So. Yesterday it was movie-evening (that actually sounds smarter in swedish, I think :S) in school, and we watched Confessions of a shopaholic and Män som hatar kvinnor. Both movies were really great, the first one funny and touching, the second one really creepy, even if it was awesome.

I don't like this sign:

I don't eat bananas! :<

//Leithinan!

Nightwish

Yesterday I was on the last Dark Passion Play Nightwish gig ever.
It was amazing! I've never heard them play this good, and Anette sang wonderfully!
So it was perfect.. Except for some fans who think they have some right to go in front of us just because they slept over there. BIG DEAL. It's their problem if they do that. I spent 8h waiting, and I still got on the second row.. Gee. They don't have any privilegies even if they slept there. If they don't run inside, they don't get first. It's physically impossible. They think too much of themselves.
Another failure was the guy standing right in front of me. He was probably 30cm taller than me, I now he's been around Finland to almost every gig they've ever had, and still he has to be in front.. okay, it was the last gig, but still. I didn't see much, and it sucked. :<
And I wanted to give small presents to the whole Nightwish, but I didn't see them after the gig, so I couldn't that sucked even more :'/
//Leithinan

Exhausting :<

School will not heal a dead girl's scars, school will KILL. Um yes. I can't believe how ANYONE has EVER made it through gymnasium :( I really think it's impossible for me to do it.. Everyone says "Oh, it's just in the beginning, you'll learn." But what if I won't?! What if it's too impossible for me to learn the ways? I need to learn slowly and methodly. I can't rush with learning it's impossible.
I used to love history, but now I hate it. The teacher is impossible, she makes interesting things so boring I actually almost fell asleep once. I don't think I'll make it through the faketest on thursday:
1) I don't understand almost anything from the book, and I should write down the important things. It's physically impossible for me.
2) I don't have time to read tomorrow. First bandpractise and then dance. Okay, I could skip bandpractise, but I wasn't there last week (soccer) and I really think I should go. God darn it.
Sorry for being so pessimistic, but I really feel bad right now. In högstadiet I got stressed at the end of the year, but now we're not even through the first period, and I'm already stressed.
It sucks :/
//Leithinan

6 days left..

to Nightwish in Hartwall Areena, along with Apocalyptica. I should be really motivated to everything right now, but I really feel like shit.. School is harder than ever, and I really feel bad, 'cause nothing's working for me.. I have singing lesson tomorrow, but if I know myself as good as I do, I'm going to fail, and she's going to think I'm an idiot.. That sucks.
So I'm really stressed, and I thought we were going to get massaged today, but nothing is opened, so we didn't go after all. I feel really stiff, and my singing teacher told me so last week, too :/
So except for the Nightwish-gig life doesn't feel that good right now.. It could change in some hours, today morning it was all right.
Listening to: Dead to the World - Nightwish
//Leithinan

Good morning

at 07:47 Finnish time! I woke up to put in my courses at school. I couldn't get into konst1 (art course nr1), but I'll take it next year.. I don't like art that much anyway (I SUCK at drawing >.<). But at least I have Music1 this year ;) I don't know much about it and I don't know what we'll do there, but it's music, so it has to have SOMETHING good in it :)
Period 2 is kind of hectic; Psychology, Geography, Swedish (modersmål), some kind of healthcare-thing and gym.
I don't know what I'm going to write in the studentexamen, but modersmål I'm sure of (since we HAVE to write it 8-)), and probably math.
Gah, it really stresses me right now, and I hate myself when I'm stressed. I just wished gymnasium was over and I wouldn't have to worry for anything else than WHAT THE HECK AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?!?! *suck* :/
//Leithinan

Long time nothing written..

Sorry to everyone/no one? who reads this, I've just been so busy with school and everything, and it's really annoying. On top of that the Vista broke (did I already say that? :S) and since then my sister is on the laptop (which I mostly uses) :( It sucks, but I bear with it..
AH O__O It's Womens European Championship, and Finland is against England... and it's 3-2 to England ;___; AGAIN! Four years ago it was the exact same thing... Only in England! I was there to watch the game. GOD, please let them make a goal :(
oh! And I'm going to play with a one year younger team today :S They're in our serie, only in one higher than us, but they got something that we '93 borns can play in both teams ;o
It's the Fear - Within Temptation
//Leithinan

Reading Lucky Luke...

..and listening to Tarot. :) We got our EMP-things today, and Frida made some Tarot-reading for me =) It was nice, and some of it was accurate :P But most was just sorrowful and so on :/

And I got an idea! I could go to sing solo to Arbis (a swedish course-thing where you can do pretty much everything. You just have to enroll to the course you want to go). It's on mondays, and I shouldn't have anything then :) Or maybe football ^o) But I'm not sure. Anyway, it would be really awesome to sing solo :) And in one you may sing in which musicstyle you like best!!! :D
Metal for me ;) \,,/
Listening to: Land of Free - Sonata Arctica
//Leithinan

School.

School started today :) It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be, but my group isn't THAT great. But I might survive. ^^
Fortunately I find most of the places already, since I went to Lower Secondary School there (or something, I couldn't find Lågstadie from the dictionary :P). :)
We had a great time talking with one of my friends, who I haven't seen in about a year (I wouldn't have seen her in 3 years, but we're in the same dancegroup :) And we got nice calenders! ^^ They were seriously nice! :) .. Just too much advertising -.-'
Oh! And we have an agreement that I should become a singing chef :DD Dunno why, I just love to sing, and cooking is fun, too, I think. Or it depends on what you're making, but Home Economics used to be my favourite class in Secondary School :) Along with music, of course :P
Tomorrow I begin my day with Swedish, which we call modersmål (mothertongue, or something like that =)
Listening to:
Vinland Saga - Leaves' Eyes/
Bless the Child (Live) - Nightwish
//Leithinan

Today..

I was with my friends, sister and boyfriend at a chinese restaurant! :D They have REALLY great food over there ;P I just ate too much, I think, since I wasn't even up for ice-cream after it!! D:
Seriusly, THAT'S creepy!! >.<
And tomorrow it's first day of gymnasium ó_ò I'm afraid, I'm so afraid :( Everyone says it's MUCH better than Secondary school :S But I don't know. I'm still afraid. :/
Listening to: Heaven's a Lie (Live acoustic on WAAF)
//Leithinan

And thank God...

...for Nostalgia Critic. Only person who can make me laugh right now. Really miserable. Jeez >__<
Okay, it doesn't make me laugh like it used to but it's still good.

Have I done something to deserve this?!

Really?! My boyfriend's (not named here) family (incl. him) is at one of my "friend's" summerhouses. Okay, there is another family there, and okay, they always have a kind of um.."grillparty" to uh.. "celebrate" the end of the summer and start of school.
But I really DO NOT LIKE THIS! She's like.. she's like.. SO godawfully annoying. I mean.. Everyone likes her, and adores her, and it really annoys me.
Okay, okay. I'm selfish. But I've seen what she does with boys. I mean: one of my friends used to be together with her, but she just hanged out with other boys, most of the time. And things she's done..
Plus, she also sings, and it's.. it's.. okay, she's awesome at it, but when everyone says it all the time. And plus that: I LOVE to sing. I don't really know if I'm good or sucks at it, but if I'm good (as some [VERY FEW] people says I am) it would REALLY be nice to hear it sometimes. Obviously I suck.
Sorry.
Hopefully no one reads this.
//Leithinan

Oh no :(

I have to pay my tribute to Anette Olzons cat, Kulan, who died yesterday.
I love cats, and when somebody's, who I know, cat dies it really breaks my heart (okay, I don't KNOW know her...).
The world is truly horrible too often. But that's the circle of life (to be Lion King-ish). We cannot do anything about it. And that's the worst part. We cannot do anything about it.
I hope Kulan will rest in peace. Until we meet. Farewell.
//Leithinan

Thoughts..

I really want to do something. I'm bored just sitting here. And my chair is creeking, or something -.-
I don't understand how someone can write something as beautiful as the intro to Ghost Love Score. It's SO DARN BEAUTIFUL. Oh, and so is Mother Earth's intro! I wish I could 8-|

Hm. I watched Made in Hong Kong (and in various other places) as I biked on the exercisebike dad got mom for christmas some years ago. So it was about 20+20 minutes exercise and then I stretched. It was bad. Really bad. Why do I keep dancing, I suck, I suck at stretching and I don't do anything right there anyway... WHY?!

Good morning!

Good morning to every(no?)body!
I really miss concerts. I have to say that. Read the last post if you want to know more.
o.o One of my friends met Tarja Turunen on the airport!!! :O She has all the luck in the world with bands and so on and so forth. :o
Okay, I think Frozen sums up everything right now.
Frozen (Youtube)
//Leithinan

Today..

..I woke up at 11AM!!!! :O I NEVER wake up that late! Huh. :S
Alright.
At 2 I'm going to Blåbärslandet(Mustikkamaa) with my friend(s) :) Or some of my friends :S I don't know how many people are coming, exactly.. It's probably going to be fun anyway =)
So. What's on my mind today? I want to go to a concert :/ Next one will be in... 41 days! :( And I haven't seen a band live last years Ankkarock, and that's over a year!! :''/ This sucks! I wanted to go to Seinäjoki, but my parents didn't let me, and I want to go to Savonlinna, but all the tickets are since long sold out. And Sonata Arctica was yesterday in Kemi! :''/ Why do I miss all th good one's? .__. I really miss the feeling to be on a concert. *sigh* Life's a bitch, deal with it.
Link to Nightwishcountdown:
http://koti.mbnet.fi/nwcd/

Another day

Gooood day everybody! :) It's sunny, it's warm...
And mum's sick! :'/ That blow rocks! :( Mum's shouldn't be sick.

Anyway. I was at Aleksis today :) But then he had to go back to Assembly :/
And I'm watching it right now at http://www.assemblytv.org/
I feel safer being here, watching it from my computer at home than being there, to be honest. I'm not that good with computers, so I'll just stay at home.

//Leithinan

I'm home again..

..I won the war? Um no.
Okay, actually, I got home yesterday. Why didn't I write something yesterday? I don't know, why don't I sing about it? (Inspiration: Nostalgia Critic: Tom&Jerry-review.)
Okay, the, um, "camp" was awesome! Really great people (mostly) and LOADS of fun! Okay I got ill at the end, but who cares? :) I couldn't even be at the last hours of last evening programme. :( That blowed rocks! (NC again). We had a lot of people who got some kind of stomache-flu, but once they threw up, they were all fine again. Fortunately!! Only I wasn't that fortunate. I still felt a little bit ill today, as I and my dad were out biking. We biked all the way from Puotila to Herttoniemi and back (~12km front and back) to visit my grandma who lives there. Then my boyfriend came over (he's at Assembly Summer '09 right now) :). So anyway. I had a lot of fun, and this day was mostly great. But I could only eat A HALF pizza, since my stomache felt weird ;___; That sucked.
//Leithinan

Lekis

Farewell, now I leave. See you in ten days time :)
//Leithinan X

This is my first video, which I made for Tuomas Holopainen's 31 birthday in 2007 :) It was unfortunately deleted a while ago, so I thought I'd put it here. This might sound egoistic, but I love this video. It means a lot to me.
The songs in the video are: Beauty and the Beast, Gethsemane, Dead Boy's Poem, Bless the Child, Ghost Love Score and Escapist (if I don't remember totally wrong :)
Nightwish will live forever \,,/
//Leithinan

Thoughts..

I'm going out to Lekholmen today. And it's darn scary! I've never been isonen/hjälpis before, and I'm afraid I'm going to fail it! I'm NOT a social person and I can't take control over people who are only 1 year younger than me. Allright, I KNOW there are going to be more leaders than me, but still. I'm going to have my own group and that's scry. I don't know what to do :-/
I'm afraid, I'm so afraid.
-tPatP-
Oh shit I'm going to die there -.-
//Leithinan

Sonata Arctica-competiton

I know the competition is many days old, but I'm so annoyed with it! I can neither draw nor make pictures with f.e. Photoshop. And I REALLY would like to take part in it!! As much as if it were a Nightwish competition. But I never win those.
"Oh well. It sucks to be me!"
-Avenue Q OST-
Ah.
Listening to Sonata Arctica's Don't Say a Word. It's amazing. Still.
//Leithinan

HBP - again

So I have now officially watched Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince. It was... Not bad, actually. Better than the others. And I actually jumped like one meter when the inferi grabbed Harry's arm :O Seriously it was pretty scary :$
Oh. And one of my friends is really weird! :) He kept taking my arm rest |/ It annoyed me. But mostly he annoyed my friend (who was sitting on the other side of him), so I survived. Yay! ^^
Oh! And when the credits to HBP came a guy shouted "This was crap!" ("Vittu toi oli paska!") :D
And at one moment I can swear the whole crowd laughed!
I can actually say the movie's worth watching. So if you like Harry Potter... This is the best to watch.
//Leithinan

Videos

My sister filmed some videos to and from our summerhouse in Pohjanmaa plus some from Kumlinge, Ahvenanmaa.
Gah, we're weird x) And now when I think about it we should film some other things too, while we remember it.
Tomorrow it's out to Lekholmen again for a confirmation. I'm like a.. uhm.. Leader there, or something. Dunno what it is in English. Isonen or hjälpis/hjälpledare anyway :)
//Leith

HBP

Yes, as I said, we're going to the cinemas to see HBP. And I got and excellent idea! :D
When I was in England in June I bought Hogwarts badges for a few of my friends, plus my sister :) And now we can use them! My sister got a Hufflepuff badge (since we're both in Hufflepuff ^^), my best friend got a Hogwarts badge with all four houses, my OTHER best friend got a Gryffindor, since she likes it best and my "psychologist" got a Ravenclaw, since she's the smartest person in my age I know :) I still have the Slytherin Badge, 'cause I don't know who might want it. I could give it to one of my friends-who-is-a-boy, since he's coming to the movies with us. (y)
That's all.
//Leithinan

Oh Welcome to my blog :)

Hi, and welcome to my new blog. On my last one (which no-one've read :P) I only wrote in swedish, but I thought if people I know who can't speak swedish want to read about my daily life they should have the chance, too. And since my finnish isn't the best, (how I got an 8 in it, I do not know :) I go with English.
The title on this post is from Within Temptation's song Enter. In the beginning someone (probably Robert Westerholt) says: "Oh welcome to my home" and then there is a cool drumsolo. I like that beginning, it sounds so.. um.. I don't know, but it's still awesome :)
My life goes slowly by..
Or something.
okay, sorry :) But today we're going to the movies to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (from here on known as HBP). Hopefully it's better than OotP. No offence to anyone, but I think it was pretty bad. It was too much NOT the book. And that annoyed me.
But farewell for now, I say.
Namarië.
//Leithinan