Singing lesson

I had a singing lesson again today, and it was awesome again! :D The teacher is so amazing and she knows exactly what she (and I too!) is doing and she explains well! (Okay, some of the things goes right in to one ear and out of the other. :P But she said that's okay, so I'm fine ;)
Tomorrow I have UF (Ung Företagsamhet, Nuori Yrittäjäisyys) again, I had it last week, too, and this time we should think of a name for our "company" :) I'd really like to come up with something nice, that's beautiful and still smashing! Or something... ;o
I have about 20 beautiful names, which I came up with about 5 :P One of my friends came up with most of them, so I don't think I should use them, since they're actually his... :S
Hmm.. I had a really nice name, something like Explore or experience, or something with Ex-... Gah!
Well.This picture is the nicest and cutest EVER! :3 ((NOT MY PICTURE!!))

//Leithinan

No school...

We had no school today ^^ Reason: Movie-evening yesterday+school, so for some reason that fits.. Don't ask me about the school's logic.. But it has been a nice day :)
First reason: My boyfriend slept over at our house, and it was really nice to sit and talk to him while eating breakfast, when nobody else were home.
Second reason: He should get the second recommendation from our old teacher, so we can start our website-business :D
Third reason: We went to Chico's to eat, and the service was awesome! ^-^ Okay, it's always good, but today I think it was extra nice :) (it could have been because we were almost the only customers at 11am :P)
Fourth reason: We went to the movies to watch Slumdog Millionare. (Yes, I know it's pretty old, but for some reason they still play it.) It was really cute, although it was not so much drama.. I thought it was some mixture of romantic, drama and a small hint of action in it.. At least at the end. But I liked it, and that's the point. :)

So. Yesterday it was movie-evening (that actually sounds smarter in swedish, I think :S) in school, and we watched Confessions of a shopaholic and Män som hatar kvinnor. Both movies were really great, the first one funny and touching, the second one really creepy, even if it was awesome.

I don't like this sign:

I don't eat bananas! :<

//Leithinan!

Nightwish

Yesterday I was on the last Dark Passion Play Nightwish gig ever.
It was amazing! I've never heard them play this good, and Anette sang wonderfully!
So it was perfect.. Except for some fans who think they have some right to go in front of us just because they slept over there. BIG DEAL. It's their problem if they do that. I spent 8h waiting, and I still got on the second row.. Gee. They don't have any privilegies even if they slept there. If they don't run inside, they don't get first. It's physically impossible. They think too much of themselves.
Another failure was the guy standing right in front of me. He was probably 30cm taller than me, I now he's been around Finland to almost every gig they've ever had, and still he has to be in front.. okay, it was the last gig, but still. I didn't see much, and it sucked. :<
And I wanted to give small presents to the whole Nightwish, but I didn't see them after the gig, so I couldn't that sucked even more :'/
//Leithinan

Exhausting :<

School will not heal a dead girl's scars, school will KILL. Um yes. I can't believe how ANYONE has EVER made it through gymnasium :( I really think it's impossible for me to do it.. Everyone says "Oh, it's just in the beginning, you'll learn." But what if I won't?! What if it's too impossible for me to learn the ways? I need to learn slowly and methodly. I can't rush with learning it's impossible.
I used to love history, but now I hate it. The teacher is impossible, she makes interesting things so boring I actually almost fell asleep once. I don't think I'll make it through the faketest on thursday:
1) I don't understand almost anything from the book, and I should write down the important things. It's physically impossible for me.
2) I don't have time to read tomorrow. First bandpractise and then dance. Okay, I could skip bandpractise, but I wasn't there last week (soccer) and I really think I should go. God darn it.
Sorry for being so pessimistic, but I really feel bad right now. In högstadiet I got stressed at the end of the year, but now we're not even through the first period, and I'm already stressed.
It sucks :/
//Leithinan

6 days left..

to Nightwish in Hartwall Areena, along with Apocalyptica. I should be really motivated to everything right now, but I really feel like shit.. School is harder than ever, and I really feel bad, 'cause nothing's working for me.. I have singing lesson tomorrow, but if I know myself as good as I do, I'm going to fail, and she's going to think I'm an idiot.. That sucks.
So I'm really stressed, and I thought we were going to get massaged today, but nothing is opened, so we didn't go after all. I feel really stiff, and my singing teacher told me so last week, too :/
So except for the Nightwish-gig life doesn't feel that good right now.. It could change in some hours, today morning it was all right.
Listening to: Dead to the World - Nightwish
//Leithinan

Good morning

at 07:47 Finnish time! I woke up to put in my courses at school. I couldn't get into konst1 (art course nr1), but I'll take it next year.. I don't like art that much anyway (I SUCK at drawing >.<). But at least I have Music1 this year ;) I don't know much about it and I don't know what we'll do there, but it's music, so it has to have SOMETHING good in it :)
Period 2 is kind of hectic; Psychology, Geography, Swedish (modersmål), some kind of healthcare-thing and gym.
I don't know what I'm going to write in the studentexamen, but modersmål I'm sure of (since we HAVE to write it 8-)), and probably math.
Gah, it really stresses me right now, and I hate myself when I'm stressed. I just wished gymnasium was over and I wouldn't have to worry for anything else than WHAT THE HECK AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE?!?! *suck* :/
//Leithinan

Long time nothing written..

Sorry to everyone/no one? who reads this, I've just been so busy with school and everything, and it's really annoying. On top of that the Vista broke (did I already say that? :S) and since then my sister is on the laptop (which I mostly uses) :( It sucks, but I bear with it..
AH O__O It's Womens European Championship, and Finland is against England... and it's 3-2 to England ;___; AGAIN! Four years ago it was the exact same thing... Only in England! I was there to watch the game. GOD, please let them make a goal :(
oh! And I'm going to play with a one year younger team today :S They're in our serie, only in one higher than us, but they got something that we '93 borns can play in both teams ;o
It's the Fear - Within Temptation
//Leithinan